I miss you Pooh bear, I hate that you are not here with me. I’m sad & angry that I couldn’t have you for longer, it’s not fair! You deserved more & I wanted more. Everything is so empty and pointless without you. I literally can’t believe I won’t/can not see you again, it absolutely breaks my heart. You are so missed & loved my precious boy. I’m so sorry I couldn’t fix you in a way that wouldn’t leave you suffering. I couldn’t bare the thought of you in pain. You deserve everything and more, you are the bestest good boy in the whole world. I hope I told you enough and that you knew how much you meant to me. I love you so much. I hope you are warm & safe & loved wherever you are, with lots and lots of treats. You were my world, I am so so grateful I had you. I love you beautiful. Mummy x x